Party with Pinkie Pie you Fluttershy!

after our 3rd month  you seem so distant from me. you gave me love but you didnt show it. i love you truly and deeply but you have to let me. you say you love me but you wont vid chat cuz u dont feel like it? and also now you say that you seem not to get happy? what? are you not happy with me? why do you hide urtrue feelings? if ur unhappy, think of how i feel right now. I’ve been suffering this throbbing pain in my chest for the longest time. i’ve cried longing to hear ur voice  again. every day i wait for ur msgs. everyday  yern to talk to you. you missed me, i know i sound selfish but i want to say that you are mine and nobody else’s. i want you all to myself cuz i need you in my life. i let you in my life but you wont let me into urs if you dont tell me what is goind on. i want to share everything with you. at first ididnt believe at love at first sight but now that i’ve met you. i dont want anyone else but you. i dont care if you’re 15 i dont care if we live so far away. i dont want to le go of you ever.i just need you right now cuz im in big pain

why not talk to me for a week? i dont understand that. do you need alone time? is that it? if u needed your alone time why didnt you say so? was  there any time where i held you against ur will? we maybe far apart but it doesnt mean you can lie to me. sure i’ve lied but those were just little fibs.

you said to me:  Your so amazing your beautiful and you always talk to me no matter how busy you are you care more then anyone else there’s no one I would rather be with and I’m going to start showing it I’ve been a real ass hole it’s time for me to start treating you right I love you and never forget that you mean more then life to me I would do anything to make you happy so if you ever want anything all you have to do is ask I love you aby your so far away yet so close to me your so special and I’m so lucky to have you

also: Aby I really do love you you mean more then anything to me I would do anything for you I would give up every cent I have to make you happy I will give u every second I can I get so happy every time I hear your voice and I might call you names but I’m always joking I think your the most beautiful most amazing girl in the whole world I think your second to none I don’t wanna be with anyone else.

and how can i ever forget this:

 Ur so beautiful I could watch u forever and still be starring at ur beauty
U have an amazing voice that I could listen to forever
U talk to me and I’m not always starting conversation
Your so fun to talk to u we could talk to u for hours and hours and I still wouldn’t get bored
U say the cutest things that just make me smile
And u love me so much
U make me seem like I’m the Luckiest guy alive to have u as my gf
u also have an amazing smile that just seems to make me smile with u
U think I’m cute and everytime u say it I smile
U just make me the happiest guy alive <3

why the sudden change? this needs to be settled here and NOW! cuz i cant take it anymore! and no im not pmsing. for 3 nights straight i felt cold and cried for you even though i knew you werent going to talk untill friday or saturday.  you seemed you didnt even care for our 3 month anneversary thats happening in hmm idk 2 days? o and i also found out that you didnt delete your fb, YOU BLOCKED ME. are you hiding something so that i cant see? like i said before to you im not giving up on us. are you?

why dont you answer my msgs? everyday that we dont talk feels like a thousand years. i there isnt a day that i dont think about you. everyday i feel like ur by my side and never leaving it.

todays isnt my day. i feel fucked up and feel like fucking pieces of shit! please i hope it gets better

Your fb post greeting happy easter was nice but for another girl to say “I love you” and you responding “not as much as I love chu”? now makes me think  you dont really love me anymore. Even If you say “how is my beatiful girl?” or “baby I’m sry”. I maybe just be really overreacting but it worries me. Happy 2 months if you care.